Sunday, November 22, 2009

BuFdAy GuRL













ak t0l2 minat ggler at dorang due ne
dari kiri uw rizky from indonesia
rizky ne lead kump the potters
kanan pula marlon wayans
marlon ne actor dari movie
GI.JOE
dorang ne boley dkatakan idols ak ar.
my dreams i want see them!!
oh gosh!!
XOXO




tAriKh kErAmAt

19/11/09
date ne ak xkn lupe untill end, ak da jumpe a men yg care ttg ak
ak da lme knal die since end of 2007,die keje satu tempat ngan ak at celcom center at jalan semarak, ampang.
kteorg recall alek since last week, ternyata die pon tercari2 ak..ahakz!
mayb die xensem,tapi die ciut,perangai die sebijik cam ak,gler2 die..
ari uw die ad gak tny ngn ak ttg cple tp mgkin ati ak xterbkk ag..
cian gak tgok die,last2 kteorang decide tok jd "teman tapi mesra"
even ak tau perasaan die at ak..

the things uat ak respect die
  • sembahyang
  • love frens
  • caring
  • last ne "rahsia" hehehe

Sunday, November 15, 2009


I love someone,
It's so true,
Is it the same for you?
I think of him all day long,
Even though I know it's wrong,
For he is with another,
How jealous I am of that other,
She's my friend,
and I don't want our friendship to end
I don't want it to end over a boy,
Even though she can annoy,
I try to think he's not worth it,
but if I can't have him I'll have a fit,
Sometimes I want to cry,
Cause he can tell a good lie,
Making me want to blush and die,
But he can also lift me off my feet,
Just to knock me down with a simple sound,
A sound of a word,
Such a heartbreaking word,
Yes,
Yes I wil date you,
Yes I will love you,
Yes I will be yours,
But at the same time it's a no,
No he won't date me,
no he won't love me,
No he won't be mine,
But the worst part is he has said those yes words to me,
but they have never be.

damn!!!!!

suck!!!! ak benci gler ngn sume ne..nape ak ingat die ag,even die da curang ngn ak..ak xpaham r..ak try gak tok lpe an die..but i can't..!!!!!
ak rndu an die sgat2..,nape ak jd cni..???
mlm ne ak ngs ag,sbb die..ak benci ngs sbb die!! i lost him, im totally lost him, i love him so much!!
PLEASE MAKE ME HATE U!!!!!!!!

Thursday, November 12, 2009

dis my frens at klmu, now bff now..dr kiri uw ak,tgah tyranella,last sekali azreena,ak nk story ck8 sal dorg due ne, yg tyranella ne setakat ne ak kwan ngn die, die such a nice gurl,byk berckap gk r,mcm ak..hehehehe,tapi die ne fuh..garang ow..salah ck8 t die mara,gerun ow..tp klebihan ak ngn die sme, kteorg puteri cubit, ad sekali uw kteorg cubit bf die,sampai lebam..2 ari bru ilang bekas die..klemahan die ne xle terasa pnas,t die nek rmas..tang 2 ar die da start kua kipas lipas die uw..huhu,kdg2 tumpang sekaki gak kai kjipas die uw..
ha yg ne plak sal azreena,die gurl yg paling lembut+ganas yg pnah ak jumpe r..die punye bek fuh..laki ckap ngan die pon cayer ow..die jns yg perfect in everything..snang bkwan ngn die ne,friendly,snang kte due2 ne friendly,termasuk r ngan ak..hahaha..k la setakat uw j la story sal dorg uw..

"gurls sayg korang ketat2 ar.. "

di perantauan

yang bju itam tu.. kwan ak dr kk sabah, kteorang bru je knal dlm dis month..
so far ak tgok die dak yg bek,ske epy an ak ble ak sedey tahap cipan r..
perwatakan die spanjg ak kwn ngan die, die ne jnis yg xbp nk serius ngn stu topik suke maen2,
ph2 die epy go lucky r..die kte die pmaen bola sepak melaka,ta btol ew x tu..hehehehe,
lau tol bgus la, opss ak lpe nk gtau nme die, nme die micheal chopra kristian cina, very well in bahasa..setakat tu jla cite sal fwen ak at sabah ne..ahakz!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

kantoi!!!

arine ..akhirnye knyataan die, die da kantoi yg die ad gurl len hahhahah..
die mmg bodo lau ak die nk tpu bodo2..ak da xley nk ngs da..tlalu byk skit dr epy ngn die!! ak rs freedom gler ble ak da pts ngn die..skunk ak xpyah risau nk jg ati die da, now ak ley uat ap yg ak ske skunk!
yg klakanye die bodo,die ingt ak ne xkwn plak en ngan fwens die en..bley plak member die gtau die now ngah frust coz xdpt sowang pompuan ne,,what the #$%%^%$## boy!! abes ak ne??die bley plak cr laen sametime ngn ak..ak rs ak da xle tgok mke die ag r, ak rs nak kick die at tiang gol gnti en khlid jamlus yg xdpt gol an bola tok klntan uw..kmarahan ak at die ngn gurl yg uat combination ngan pic die uw da thap fuhh tinggi gk r.. ape2 r,.ak kol mamat uw minx xplanation,byk plak alasn die,pdahal ak nk tgok sejauh ane die ley tpu ak.tkut kne tpu la..trauma la..die ingt ak ne knak2 ribena ew nak tpu mcm uw..elo mr.F ur the @##$$% boy yg pnah ak dpt..

"ak nyesal gler r couple alek ngan ko.."

Monday, November 9, 2009


  • the worst feeling in the world is giving all the love u have and knowing it well never be returned.take back everything u never said u never meant a word of it.






Never say i love u
if u don't really care
Never talk about feeling
if u don't know that
Never touch a life
if u mean to break heart
Never look me in they eyes
when all u do is lie
Never say hello
if u really mean gudbye

Wednesday, November 4, 2009


you told me that you loved me, you told me that you always will. Then one
night as I sit home waiting for you to call I heard that you didn't want me
As I heard this the tears
just wouldn't stop falling. Then you called me and I asked you about and you
started to yell at me. As you yelled I could feel my heart break into.

To me it was so perfect, to me it was going fine, i never thought i lose you i thought you'd always be mine.How come i never noticed, how come i couldn't see, that you were changing your mind, the way you felt about me.We could of worked it out, we could of talked it through, but you left it so long, there was only one thing you could do. You tried to tell me nicely, you asked me if don't cry, but my heart just tore apart, as i let out a sign. We hugged for the last time, and i didn't wanna let go, but i finally pulled away as i told myself no! i held i n my tears i began to walk away, when people asked what happened, i had nothing else to say, except "ï wanna be alone, and i don't wanna talk," so i went around the corner, and went for a little walk. i decided to sit down, as i felt my eyes go red, i gazed at the floor, in my hands i held my head. The tears poured down my face, as i asked myself why,why did it happen, why did he lie. I didn't wanna believe it, yet i knew it was so true, that we were definetly over, that you and i were through, I still can't believe, you expected me to guess, when i had no idea, i was totally clueless!....

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

kecewa lagi

dis tyme kedue kalinye ak dkecewa ag..
dis tyme ak btol2 yakin yg die da mmg xnak ak ag..
td ak kol die byak kali gak r..lastly he's pick up d fone, die kte "da kalo ak xangkat uw jgn r ganggu ak!" die kte mcm uw at ak..
juz ALLAH je tau feeling aku tyme uw, aku rs macam owg bodo je..
die xtau ew perasaan ak tyme die ckap mcm uw..
i need somebody rite now!!
slame ne ak setia at die, juz sia-sia gler...
ak tau die mgkin da jpe gurl yg die suke,ak tau ak yg mule an langkah couple kteorg tapi xbmaksud die ley maen an perasaan ak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3 nov tarikh yg penuh ngan ksakitan....

he's d one

ak kcewa ngan org yg paling ak sayg dalm life ak..
knape ye die xpnh nk ckap yg die syg an ak..
knape die ske sakit an ati ak?sejak akhir2 ne die byak brubah, die da mle jarang text ak, da jrang nk hang out ngan ak..
ak tau die da xsyg an ak, ak tau die da xnak ngan ak ag, ak tau yg die a mle benci an prangai ak..
tapi mgkin ALLAH nak tunjuk an sesuatu at ak..
tapi walau ak tau yg die xsyg ak, ak tetp tgu die..
walau cne skali pon cre lyanan die at ak, ak ttp tahan..
mgkin die la org ptama dlam idop ak yg buat an ak rs bahagia gler..
kalo die bukan milik ak..die ttp jd orang yg pnah uat ak rs epy!!! walaupun kgkawan ak mlarang ak ngan die, ak ttp pthankan die..
i love him so much!!